Are we really any different as adults? We live in an age of great anxiety for many people—the world seems like a frightening place, we live in a world of color-coded anxieties and threat levels. The news we see raises our anxiety, and then what do we do? We seek distraction and entertainment by watching police shows and movies about violence and crime and war—after all, art imitates life, does it not? When taken together, all these voices can reinforce the perception that we are surrounded by all sorts of chaos and disturbance and violence. Even here in Ukiah, we feel anxious-if not for ourselves, then for our kids—what is the world coming to? We want a safe place—we want a home where we can feel secure.
We want a community free of violence and threats—we want a quiet, normal life.
Where can we find such safety and security? What path do we take to find safety? Is there any relief to the anxiety we feel? Well, there’s all sorts of things we do to lessen the anxiety—we wire our homes with security sensors, we bar our windows; we demand more police services and getting tough on criminals. In some communities, we erect fences and walls to keep the chaos “out there”. I heard a stock market analyst say recently that one of the surest investments we can make in these chaotic economic times is to put our money in any company that works in the home security field, and also in self-storage units—many of us have so much stuff which we buy, often to help us feel better, and perhaps even less anxious, but we can find ourselves in this cycle—anxiety drives us to seek safety and comfort, but the things we acquire to make us less anxious merely add to our anxiety, because we become anxious that our stuff will be stolen. And so we no longer have space in our homes to store all this stuff-so we pay for the safety of a locked and alarmed closet. Anxiety and fear is big business.
There are good reasons to be anxious about many things. Many things, bit not everything–not our lives with God. This is the message that Jesus is trying so hard to communicate to his disciples—Do not let your hearts be troubled—when all the world seems to be crashing down around your ears, take comfort in this—God has prepared a home—a safe home.
What makes a house, structure, a building, into a home? A home is more than a building—what makes a home is what happens inside-the relationships, the sharing of life, the sharing of meals, the joys and pains. A home is where we can feel safe, even when the rest of the world feels very unsafe. I think that this is what Jesus is getting at when he speaks of homes and places–This is more than a just a place, Jesus is talking about a relationship—a relationship with God.
If we think about it this way, “the place” Jesus is preparing is not a spot in a physical dwelling, but a “place” in God’s family — a “place” where one can be related to and remain with the Father as closely as Jesus, the Son relates to the Father.
In this gospel, Jesus has been speaking to the disciples about all that was about to take place—his upcoming arrest and death are imminent and this talk causes the disciples much confusion and anxiety—they are deeply troubled by the foreboding of his words. The response of Jesus is wonderfully simple: believe in God! And while you’re at it, believe in me. Belief, here, includes believing that Jesus claims to represent God, but it also means trust. The trust is in the person of Jesus, but more than this. There’s a place for you! What a wonderful summary of the whole gospel! There’s a place for you – in the heart of God.
The question that follows is natural– how do we find this place? Thomas’s confusion about how to get there evokes the famous response: ‘I am the way’ Jesus is the way to this promised abundant life. This is more than claiming that Jesus points to the way, like some cosmic road sign but that he, himself, is the way (and the truth and the life). This only makes sense if we understand that Jesus is speaking about a relationship. And even more powerfully, Jesus makes the extraordinary pronouncement that when we see Jesus we are seeing God—in other words—to know Jesus is to know God—we find the Father through the Son—if we wonder what God is like, if we wonder what God cares about, then we need not look any further than the life of Jesus. In all he says and does, Jesus takes our questions and theories and philosophical wrestling about the nature and character of God and makes God real—Jesus embodies in himself the truth about God.
And at the close of this passage we hear another astonishing claim—Jesus says that the disciples will outdo Jesus. We will outdo Jesus—how can we possibly do that? Can we save the world? Can we raise the dead? Perhaps we can. This does not mean that we will perform bigger miracles than Jesus, but it does mean that we have a bigger mission field, because Jesus will send the disciples equipped with the Holy Spirit to speak of God’s reality to people far beyond Galilee and Judea. Jesus came into the world at a particular time and place in history—that in so many ways is alien to us—but, because of the Spirit, the disciples and by extension, us–we are empowered to take this message far beyond the borders of Israel or Potter Valley. This is how a small gathering of disciples became empowered to reach every corner of the world.
What Jesus is asking of the disciples is the same thing that Jesus is asking of us. Trust that God is the way Jesus told us and demonstrated to us. We can trust in the God of compassion in which there’s a place for us and we can know that the meaning of life is to share that compassion in the world – there’s a safe place for all! This is life and truth and the way to our home. Amen.


